I'm not going to say i am completely depressed because im not. I can smile and get up everyday and eat... But sometimes i feel sick and sad and sometimes i find it so hard to smile... Or laugh... I used to be so cheerful and happy but now im just upset as a person... I want so much in life but i keep messing things up for myself...and everytime i try to fix things up i mess them up again... And on top of that my family life is horrible... Everyone thinks of me as the terrible stupid rebelious girl who is the exact opposite of her perfectly christian mom and who shaved the side of her head and cut all of her hair off... I feel so out of the box... And on top of that today my mom was telling me to act like we went to the doctor to my grandma...and when i asked why she said because i told her i would get you checked to see if your still a virgin -__-
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